My Friend So Long

Well it's been a long time coming, but I never thought I would see the day that one of the closest friends would leave me.  We became exceptionally close over the past 4 years or so, and even though I didn't share our relationship with everyone else, he still managed to pop his angry little head around whenever he felt necessary.

Of course, if you are not aware of who I am referring, I am talking about Rudolph or what he's normal known as, the ugly cyst on my neck.  We had some good times together, but honestly it was time for a change.

Rudolph was a funny character really.  He had an "abnormal" sense of humor however.  He wasn't too attractive but he loved the attention he got.  He was great at occasionally scaring people and acting gross, but I knew better, he couldn't help it. It was just his nature.

Anyway, we didn't have a big fight or falling out (more of a pouring out honestly) but it was just time for us to separate. I really am going to miss Rudolph.  He and I had been through a lot and it was funny using him for the irreverent shock value he created. He was great at that.  Yet, I'm somewhat relieved his time had come.

It feels wrong turning to my right and not feeling his warm embrace.  It almost feels like I'm cheating on him with my new found swivel-headed freedom.  I will have to work through it I'm certain.  I will have to move on.

Just Another Disappointment

I've got to get it together people! I say I want to write and blog and express my thoughts, yet I can't remember to do so.  It's not a particularly hard  thing to do and I keep forgetting to do it.  I'm not saying I will continue to regain what little composure I once had, but I am going to rededicate myself to this.

I know some of you out there didn't even notice my lengthy departure but I'm back and better than ever (or revitalized in a way that seems somewhat invigorating).

I hope I can earn your reading interest once again and hope I can keep up with it again.